naimalove

change from moment 2 moment.  i was actualy considering buying a new wedding ring for h and then he stayed out really late and wouldnt answer his phone and he will not even verbally commit 2...

omg.  wtf.  im looking 4 an apt 2 move into b/c my husband wont stop having an affair.  and now b/c of having an afternoon delight in the shower i may b pregnant? come on God.  what r u...

can i learn more and grow more by staying in this difficult marriage?  this is not only about my comfort.  it is about being an example and about my life being for God's glory.  too many Christian...

i don't want 2 do everything.  i give him the responsibilty over things b/c he says that what he wants and i dont want 2 have 2 do everything.  the fairytale romance.....letting go of the dream of...

food is my lover.  it loves me in a way that nothing else does.  not even God.  sorry Lord.  i dont know what it is.  it comforts me so thoroughly.  better than a man.  better than God. ...

he says they are friends and he wont let her go.  he tries 2 comfort by saying that they are growing apart.  wtf? this is unacceptable.  i feel devalued.  a doormat.  i actually asked him 2...

how can i interact with my husband knowing that hes still in contact with his mistress and will prob with time if hes not already begin actively cheating one me.  but the fact that i am grieved by...

why does God want me 2 remain in this marriage?  he wont even tell me that hell stop contact with his mistress  how cldnt that hurt anyone?  and yet his words mean nothing.  why do i have 2 b...

husband just won't let this chick go.  he just cant b honest.  he can easily lie 2 me and i can not tell when hes being honest or when hes lying.  found out that hes been calling her and of course...

im back on ww.  i tried using another website 2 kp track of my eating but its not quite as user friendly a tool.  i realize that the deliverance from gluttany comes from God and ww is only a...

its 2:55 am.  his phone is dead or turned off.  he got off work @ 11:45 pm.  he sent a message @ 12:10 am.  i havent heard anything since and the ride home shd take approx 1 hr.  i dressd up and...

i think i may b depressed.  the house is getting a lil out of hand.  irritates me when i do get up the energy 2 clean no one keeps it clean.  they mess it up with haste and ease.  im glad the...

i feel blah 2day.  its raining and gloomy.  car acting funny.  if i cld stay in bed all day it wld b welcome.

we went 2 the nj aquarium. hus me & kids. had a gd time but it was just funny. I wasn't sure if this wld last. I tk pics of him with kids b/c he won't b living with them. he didn't come in til 5am....

here i am awake again.  having learned that my husband has lied again and basically never stopped lying.  Lord, y is this my life?  im in so much pain i am becoming numb.  but no peace can i...