naimalove

husband just won't let this chick go.  he just cant b honest.  he can easily lie 2 me and i can not tell when hes being honest or when hes lying.  found out that hes been calling her and of course...

im back on ww.  i tried using another website 2 kp track of my eating but its not quite as user friendly a tool.  i realize that the deliverance from gluttany comes from God and ww is only a...

its 2:55 am.  his phone is dead or turned off.  he got off work @ 11:45 pm.  he sent a message @ 12:10 am.  i havent heard anything since and the ride home shd take approx 1 hr.  i dressd up and...

i think i may b depressed.  the house is getting a lil out of hand.  irritates me when i do get up the energy 2 clean no one keeps it clean.  they mess it up with haste and ease.  im glad the...

i feel blah 2day.  its raining and gloomy.  car acting funny.  if i cld stay in bed all day it wld b welcome.

we went 2 the nj aquarium. hus me & kids. had a gd time but it was just funny. I wasn't sure if this wld last. I tk pics of him with kids b/c he won't b living with them. he didn't come in til 5am....

here i am awake again.  having learned that my husband has lied again and basically never stopped lying.  Lord, y is this my life?  im in so much pain i am becoming numb.  but no peace can i...

went 2 my home church 2day.  the feeling was gd.  i enjoyed myself.  hubby looked very gd i his robe and in the pulpit.  i did not have the resentment that i had prev had regarding him being...

went 2 couples counseling. husband sd that he does not want a divorce.  he is not sure of many things but he is sure that he does want 2 stay married and that he does not want a divorce.  its big 2...

2morrow is my photo shoot.  im having pics taken 2 put on my website and biz cardsim very excited.  i am truly learning the art of networking and feeling the benefit of it.  the barter system is...

ive bn married 7 years.  i love and desire my husband.  his desire 4 sex has lessoned since our first few yrs of marriage.  i had accepted this.  i did not like it but accepted it.  then found...

i got an email about a job that would be right up my alley and someone called me about it.  they seem interested.  i have completed some personal biz tasks as well that i think will lead me 2ward...

im very grateful that i have begun 2 not deny.  i wasn't a hoarder but i did refuse 2 clean and i wld allow things 2 clutter up rooms and walk over it and the kids wld do the same.  things wld fall...

we didn't communicate.  both of us wrong.  i assumed that wed b spending the day 2gether as a fam b/c thats what weve been doing.  he had a meeting & zora had a playdate.  his meeting didnt start...

im upstairs on my computer.  hes downstairs.  i spent dinner and the car ride chatting on my phone with someone else.  i didnt ignore him but i didnt ignore the phone.  i was probably being...