naimalove

like every day i'm waking up during the night and cant go back to sleep.  ive started reading because i wanted to do something productive.  its been going on for a while.  the not sleeping through...

I have to move in about a  month.  I'm looking but so far havent founf an acceptable place that i can afford. I have to get a biopsy to see if i have cancer. im worried and losing sleep.i feel...

i'm in a friends with benefits situation.  i really love the guy.  he cares 4 me.  he's a real sweet heart.  unfortunately we do't want the same things.  he's on this new journey to get in tocuh...

it might be that i have not been sleeping restfully or hormones from pms.  idk but feeling a lil like i could cry.  i really want a hug.  for some reason when i feel the most needy is the time i...

Dating has always been a challenge for me.  I have few grand memories of dates growing up.  I did a lot of hanging out that sometimes developed into spending more time together and perhaps nesting...

I haven't dated in over a year? I'm not sure.  I went on one date with a guy and never again.  I'm starting to think that I will have to accept no dating and no relationships for me.  I refuse the...

I realize that I do need my one cup of coffee in the morning.  I was trying to cut unnecessary foods from my diet.  The sweets are a good cut.  I don't need to be eating that crap daily.  Don't...

Food has become such a comfort.  Changes my whole mood.  Literally feeds me.  Gives me something to do when I'm bored. I don't want it to be my comfort anymore.  I want food to be a physical...

i'm feeling a little blah today.  I forgot my earphones and so I can't listen to music at work.  i am getting  alot of work done with Kishba and I not chatting too much.  Once I got that problem...

I feel so tired and my stomach feels idk yucky? Water doesn't taste good.  I'm drinking distilled and yesterday I think I was drinking spring?Snack pistacios.

No headache today, but I feel tired.  I'm going to work out today.  I have a well planned menu for today. Breakfast Starwberries, banana, raisins, sunflower seedsSnack PopcornLunch Tofu and...

I have such a headache.  Is it because of not eating meat and carbs? Could be.  I cheated a little.  I ate some Tomato Bisque soup.  It was so good and creamy.  I'm sure bisque means there's...

and it is an indication that i've gone too far with my eating and lack of exercise.  i just wanna be.  i just wanna do what i want and eat what i want.  i'm currently feeling like i wanna be...

i talked to mt ex today.  we are not friends but he feels safe to me sometimes.  so i chatted with him about how i'm feeling about my supervisor. i thought we had a connection; the supervisor and...

i feel some kinda way when i encounter him now.  is it the hormones?