naimalove

my stbx tells me that when we were 2gether he wld look at other couples with disdain.  i feel like he betrayed me from the moment we took our vows.  that he was not committed to keeping those...

stbx asked me on the day i served him with divorce papers to pick up his dry cleaning.  i did it 2 b kind, but i dont even know if it can be considered kid b/c my attitude about it is pain.  i keep...

i received my divorce papers.  i have to serve my husband and he has to sign that he received it.  then in 91 days from then we have to sign saying the divorce is final and then i have to send both...

had lunch with my husband and he paid.  i got him to drive me somewhere semi far b/c i didnt have the energy 2 make the trip.  i slept the whole way.  we didnt talk at all.  and he gave me some...

i just wanted to be held today.  by damn near anyone.  i wanted a man.  i guess to feel that masculine energy.  i dont think im such a horrible person.  anyone in my position wld feel angry hurt...

no bid shocker.  my stbx hasnt shown up to hold me and hsnt even bothered to call.  amazing how things change.  honor is just not high on peoples lists of importance.  im starting 2 wonder if...

i feel like crap 2day. baby's moving a lot.  i usually find joy in that; not 2day.  im glad shes moving which proves shes alive, but im kinda detached from it.  i have a headache.  im frustrated...

we had an appt at family court to settle support.  he showed up after i left and without his pay stubs.  so now we have to go back in april and in the meantime he can not b depended upon 4...

and i don't yet know how much its gonna cost me.  i bought the van primarily b/c of its outward appearance and how it drove.  but on the inside it has important sensors that do not work that i did...

and i haven't called him back and i'm not going to.  gd 4 me.

im losing my best friend.  i allow my h to c me at my very best and at my very worst.  i am rarely ashamed with him.  i may after acting out of character apologize, but i expect him to forgive...

i told me stbx that i needed money.  i needed it to pay my sitter.  he didn't have it b/c of some nonsense with his money.  i asked him for the money on payday and hes like i dont have it.  its...

i pray i made a gd call.  it looked like a good buy.  i paid $2000. transferred the title and tags.  that was another $100.  the car just passed inspection had new tires a tune up and an oil...

it has captains chairs on the first and second row.  i like that.  only thing i dont like is it doesnt have 2 back doors.  but it does have low miles.  from the pic the body looks decent.  i...

my mother just asked me, have u heard about any money? im just wondering how ur gonna pay ur rent?  amazing.  my husband apparently thinks of none of this or says nothing.  his children live with...