naimalove

it is best for my family that i stay married.  however i believe that my husband will never love me with the same passion romantic feelings that i feel for him.  he just doesnt seem 2 have those...

i have an appt for a mental health intake.  we're gonna c what can b done about my depression and suicidal thoughts.  im scared that either it wont help or that the side effects of meds will b...

i wanted 2 die yday.  i went 2 the hosp looking 4 help. there was a 6 hr wait.  i went 2 church & wanted my husband 2 hug me if not help & he didn't.  i left.  i got some food and went home.  i...

i went 2 my counselor 2day.  he sd that my depression is at its core about grief and 4giveness?   i dont totally remember.  i feel like im digging a grave.  im drinking.  right now absolut &...

last night i was depressed.  i have bn 4 a few weeks.  i pushed through it some.  i finished 2 assignments for school.  now im concentrating on finishing the rest of the assignments that r very...

maybe i just cant b satisfied.  i thought marriage would b so simple.  sex.  finally sex would b beautiful.  would b godly.  sex once was all i thought i had 2 offer.  well thats not true.  it...

im depressed.  i am tired.  ive been informed that my husband is emotionally unavailable.  its for a gd reason because hes working on himself and allowing god to work on him. problem is ive been...

they say im going backwards.  i dont feel like ive moved.  i still can't bleive it.  it still hasnt sunk in.  i know it.  im hurting but it still sorta feels like a nightmare that i might wake...

i put on a cute nighty and went about my reg biz.  i finished my homework for school and then remembered i need 2 wash clothes.  i put on matching heels and went down 2 wash clothes.  all he cld...

my head is throbbing. ive bn up since 630 so iguess im reaally tired.  i wonder if im settling.  i gott this book the love dare.  where a spouse practices unconditional love.  i really thought we...

sunday service was great.  theyve been pretty wonderful.  after i helped h teach class.  remembered when we used 2 teach youth together and we went 2 retreat with them and i snuck into the boys...

i had sex w/o a condom. i was caught up in the moment.  we were in the shower.  he was feeln good 2 me.  i dont even think i thought bout a condom. i mean damn im married. i dont think im...

i fl like a fool for giving unconditional love.  Christ has given it 2 me.  its a wonder Christ doesnt fl like a fool. i am weak so He can be stroing. i am very weak.

i want 2 feel safe again.  right now im not thinkn about sex.  im sleepy.  i am thinking of spooning with someone and being held while i fall sleep.  i dont feel safe with him.  he didnt want...

i was so looking 4wa rd 2 fucking 2nite.  i wasnt terribly aroused all daybut @ bedtime i could feel him inside me, but i wanted him really inside me. i wanted him 2 share.  emotionally.  he wasnt...