naimalove

went 2 my home church 2day.  the feeling was gd.  i enjoyed myself.  hubby looked very gd i his robe and in the pulpit.  i did not have the resentment that i had prev had regarding him being...

went 2 couples counseling. husband sd that he does not want a divorce.  he is not sure of many things but he is sure that he does want 2 stay married and that he does not want a divorce.  its big 2...

2morrow is my photo shoot.  im having pics taken 2 put on my website and biz cardsim very excited.  i am truly learning the art of networking and feeling the benefit of it.  the barter system is...

ive bn married 7 years.  i love and desire my husband.  his desire 4 sex has lessoned since our first few yrs of marriage.  i had accepted this.  i did not like it but accepted it.  then found...

i got an email about a job that would be right up my alley and someone called me about it.  they seem interested.  i have completed some personal biz tasks as well that i think will lead me 2ward...

im very grateful that i have begun 2 not deny.  i wasn't a hoarder but i did refuse 2 clean and i wld allow things 2 clutter up rooms and walk over it and the kids wld do the same.  things wld fall...

we didn't communicate.  both of us wrong.  i assumed that wed b spending the day 2gether as a fam b/c thats what weve been doing.  he had a meeting & zora had a playdate.  his meeting didnt start...

im upstairs on my computer.  hes downstairs.  i spent dinner and the car ride chatting on my phone with someone else.  i didnt ignore him but i didnt ignore the phone.  i was probably being...

i had such a wonderful day.  woke early...the only drawback. dropped everyone off.  hubby and eldest daughter went 2 ny on camp trip.  2 youngest went 2 daycare.  i went 2 c my therapist and then...

should make my body feel a lil more loose and less stiff & i understand it releases endorphens and helps with mood.  i need some help.  im gonna try 2 get 2 church 2.  but not sure where.  i...

i feel @ peace.  i dont know how long this will last but right now this is what i feel.  the woman whom my husband had an affair called to apologize.  im glad.  i sd that was what i wanted. ...

ok so ive been taking this drug for like 2 wks.  im surprised ive been remembering 2 take it.  i seem more even.  i still feel what i feel which was a concern that id b unfeeling.  but it just...

press on then with speed, i pray you.  look ahead now and nevermind what is behind.

either i have to accept that the right man 4 me wanted someone else & maybe still wants someone else or that i am married 2 the wrong man.  how can someone who wld do this 2 me be the right man 4...

2day was a full day.  i had a counselling appt.  i got dressed and looked cute.  i have noticed that ive gained a good amount of weight.  my clothes are not fitting me like they had just a couple...