naimalove

i put on a cute nighty and went about my reg biz.  i finished my homework for school and then remembered i need 2 wash clothes.  i put on matching heels and went down 2 wash clothes.  all he cld...

my head is throbbing. ive bn up since 630 so iguess im reaally tired.  i wonder if im settling.  i gott this book the love dare.  where a spouse practices unconditional love.  i really thought we...

sunday service was great.  theyve been pretty wonderful.  after i helped h teach class.  remembered when we used 2 teach youth together and we went 2 retreat with them and i snuck into the boys...

i had sex w/o a condom. i was caught up in the moment.  we were in the shower.  he was feeln good 2 me.  i dont even think i thought bout a condom. i mean damn im married. i dont think im...

i fl like a fool for giving unconditional love.  Christ has given it 2 me.  its a wonder Christ doesnt fl like a fool. i am weak so He can be stroing. i am very weak.

i want 2 feel safe again.  right now im not thinkn about sex.  im sleepy.  i am thinking of spooning with someone and being held while i fall sleep.  i dont feel safe with him.  he didnt want...

i was so looking 4wa rd 2 fucking 2nite.  i wasnt terribly aroused all daybut @ bedtime i could feel him inside me, but i wanted him really inside me. i wanted him 2 share.  emotionally.  he wasnt...

h went 2 his 1st personal therapy session.  with a mental health prof not my pastor.  anyway he didnt really tell me anything about his session & he doesnt have 2. i just hoped that he would.  i...

i feelso alone.cantreach out 2 husband but so much. feelreally needy right now. i was so ridicukously tired2 day and then i finally fell asleep. i find myself becoming attracted 2 my h best friend....

i love my husband.  i really love him.  i dont really want anyoneelse but i wish i cld go back in time.  i find myself tempted 2 have another relationship.  my h and i r getting along better....

had a submissive sexual encounter.  i fl so sexy.  i was walkn through the mall bouncin 2 beyonce.  i was wearing sweats as i worked out yday.  im so sore.  i was lookn 4 a dress 2 wear on my...

im so frustrated.  yday was a very difficult day.  in the morn saw ow number on the phone bill.  he called herand spoke for 30 min.  he says that he was in the park on a really cold night and was...

learning 2 love me.  i bought myself some white roses.  they smell so good.  i bought myself some overpriced choc cov strawberries.  but they were so good.  i cleaned off the kitchen table. ...

last nite husband didnt come 2 bed.  fell asleep downstairs.  i fell asleep upstairs.  i woke around 1:48.  went down.  couldnt sleep after that.  tossed and turned alot.  he came 2 bed.  had...

cing therapist for personal growth and still cing pastor for marriage counseling.  think husband needs 2 face some of his own demons,but he has 2 want it 4 himself.  my responsibility is 2 make...