naimalove

woke up on time.  got to class on timeate sensibly.  bought a new outfit.  jeans fit great and cute tops 2.  picked up bookcase from my mom's house.  class was good.  interesting.  teacher...

last night i was filled with rage.  maybe talking about it is not the best thing.  i talked about it all day.  with him, with other people and when he got home i was boiling over.  he wanted 2...

I believed in youI thought you could do no wrongUntil I saw one dayThat you were stringing me alongPlayed me for a foolYou used me once too muchI'm in so much painHere I am againTrust is a hard...

ive been getting headaches and stomach aches.  heart palpatations.  dizziness at times. im stressed. i bought some books.  why men cheat and after the affair.  im trying 2 give myself something...

i can do better by myself. id b back in control & this time God would b with me 2.  sharing control can b acomfort sometimes but often it is taxing and stressful. right now i dont trust him. there...

the bible says that i can certainly do this.  its not sinful.  i think the Lord would prefer that we stay 2gether and rebuild.  im not sure that i can and right now im torn even with wanting 2. ...

had a blow up with steve last night.  i was out and didnt answer his call.  he was afraid that i was leaving 2 never come back.  he must think im crazy.  i love my children.  i wouldnt leave...

not sure if i want 2 stay married. I know that staying married is best for h and children and church, but not sure if its best for me. ive so often not bn so great 2 myself. not saw myself in a...

perhaps the sex and sex fantasy is an outlet 2 make me think that i am attractive.  i am aroused more often, but ive been here b4. 

i fl like im losing my h again. weve bn connecting in spite of b/c of this ordeal.  ive bn reaching out 2 him and allowing him 2 reach out 2 me in spite of what hes done. hoping that we can...

feelin downbeen watchin porn & masturbatingdont know what thats aboutescape?had sex with h twice tdayit was greatvery satisfyingbut strange 2 b having sex with him so soontrying to figure out why?but...

looked at my phone.  wondering if hed send a message.  wondering if hed checked in.  nvr told him 2.  its unrealistic.  he has and then 2 day he went for a ride and didnt tell me.  i wondered...

im afraid that im pregnant. i havent been taking my pill b/c it killed my sex drive. and right now my  sex drive is heightened. parts of me that havent been sensitive in years r now feeling...

i find that i am feeling very amourous 2ward my h.  its strange & may pass.  weve been talkin alot & thats something thats important 2 me.  turns me on; being really intimate.  i pray it...

made love with my husband.  i was apprehensive.  he asked if he cld sleep with me. wed bn talkin alot.  he sd he wanted 2 hold me.  that hed wanted 2 kiss me when wed been close.  i sd he cld...