naimalove

some of my aunts know im separated and gave their support.  very helpful. i havent told anyone in the fam except my mother that im pregnant.  i have a pouch but i realize a lot of people have...

i love the fact that he gets me.he says my h is addictted 2 his outside relationship; that as long as shes in his life he can ignore his issuesi find myself wondering y wldnt h b addicted 2 me? but...

living with infidelity or getting a divorce?

or a sadist. i often wonder which or both maybe?as long as im reaching out 2 him.  trying 2 love him he has no time 4 me....i start 2 pull away now u wanna b my friend....crazy right? 

well God saved me from myself...i can not in the state of pa sue the woman my stbx is having an affair with...legislation has bn written 2 abolish such suits....

i like that thought.im letting go of him.i took him off my car ins.i got my own cell phone acctthis stuff is easy.  the emotional stuff is hardbut gotta start somewhere.ive looked into divorce.i...

how do i dismiss this person from my life who has bn such an important part for 8+ years?hes a horrible personi shouldnt want him in my life at allwhat is wrong with me that i still want this person...

yes it hurts but i must move on.  i want love.  i want a loving relationship perhaps marriage.  i still think marriage is a good institution if both people want the same thing.i wanna just forget...

ive got 2 practice some self control.  where stbx is concerned.  i cant kp calling up the pain.  i have it sure.  its here.  but talking about it with him serves no gd purpose.  just shows and...

i havent bn in a couple of weeks...the service is early and ive bn so tired lately.  i cld go 2 a later service but i like the early service the best.im so sad.how and y did this happen?how does...

thats what i wanted 2 text him....but i think ive sd 2 much already....im just hurting...in different ways i kp saying 2 him....y dont u love me? y wont u love me? im lovable...i love u...ur...

and it seems like my husband doesnt care.  he doesnt call me 2 c how im doing but he calls that chick....it hurts like hell.  he sd that he wasnt happy with me....that makes me question if theres...

and my marriage is probably over.  i really like my new house.  its like me.  its functional and cool and it has some issues.  but its certainly more good than bad.  i like it and the kids like...

praise the lord 

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