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and i don't yet know how much its gonna cost me.  i bought the van primarily b/c of its outward appearance and how it drove.  but on the inside it has important sensors that do not work that i did...

and i haven't called him back and i'm not going to.  gd 4 me.

im losing my best friend.  i allow my h to c me at my very best and at my very worst.  i am rarely ashamed with him.  i may after acting out of character apologize, but i expect him to forgive...

i told me stbx that i needed money.  i needed it to pay my sitter.  he didn't have it b/c of some nonsense with his money.  i asked him for the money on payday and hes like i dont have it.  its...

i pray i made a gd call.  it looked like a good buy.  i paid $2000. transferred the title and tags.  that was another $100.  the car just passed inspection had new tires a tune up and an oil...

it has captains chairs on the first and second row.  i like that.  only thing i dont like is it doesnt have 2 back doors.  but it does have low miles.  from the pic the body looks decent.  i...

my mother just asked me, have u heard about any money? im just wondering how ur gonna pay ur rent?  amazing.  my husband apparently thinks of none of this or says nothing.  his children live with...

i cldnt sleep.  i ended up asking him the same questions ive asked like a million times.  and i ended up yelling and hanging up on him.  i realized that i cant mourn the death of a marriage until...

i paid what i owed to school and im back.  im going to take 4 classes.  2 this semester and 2 more the next.  im so scared that im gonna fuc up again and not do well.  not do my best.  im afraid...

i had such a gd time last night.  it was so gd 2 get out.  2day im exhausted and kinda blah.  i havent bn out of the bed yet 2day. i went to buy a car at an auction on saturday.  i was...

i now know that my h was beginning the affair around that time.  its funny how i had no idea specifically that he was having an affair, but i knew that something major was wrong and that a change...

so i nd 2 go through the bs again.  i feel like a dummy.  ive complained about this "friend" before.  I wanna think of him as a friend, but most of our interactions leave me feeling taken...

idk what to think.  i havent seen jay since last sunday when he showed up unannounced.  it was ok.  i was surprised but not angry.  he came again 2day.  i dont think he has my number anymore b/c...

im so grateful 4 this site.  2day im calm.  i had a difficult conversation with my ex and stayed calm.  i get to vent on here and wonderful people going through similar comment and support.  may...

ive been sleepin all day.  just exhausted.  i ate doritos in bed and drank juice.  then i got up 2 get some sustenance.  i made a ham and cheese sandwich on whole wheat bread with a pickle and...