naimalove

ive known 4 some time that reconciliation was not possible since my husband wont end his other relationship.  i hoped and prayed that if i was loving enuf...if ive prayed enuf that it was...

im happy.  i want this baby 2 thrive and b well. i love him or her already.  i told my husband and i regretted it.  he sd nothing.....says he doesnt know wht 2 feel.  4 me the baby has nothing 2...

i was at a party and this guy smiled @ me.  i smiled @ him, but didnt know what 2 make of it if anything.  i havent seen myself as available in so long i dont know if id be aware if someone wasnt...

my baby's name was xavier.  he died.  he was 12 weeks and 5 days old.  he died inter-uterine.  i dont know y but i think his death represented the end of my marriage.  i finally accepted that...

i had a miscarriage and i thought that... i hoped that my husband would comfort me.  i hoped and prayed that he could just be here for this time because who else could i turn to.  i thought we had...

i feel so guilty.  i dont want this child.  i dont hate him or her but she does not feel like a blessing.  im getting a divorce.  my marriage cant b fixed.  i dont wanna believe that.  but...

on nothing less than Jesus' love and righteousness.  i dare not trust the sweetest frame but wholly lean on Jesus name.  on Christ the solid rock i stand all other ground is sinking sand.  all...

change from moment 2 moment.  i was actualy considering buying a new wedding ring for h and then he stayed out really late and wouldnt answer his phone and he will not even verbally commit 2...

omg.  wtf.  im looking 4 an apt 2 move into b/c my husband wont stop having an affair.  and now b/c of having an afternoon delight in the shower i may b pregnant? come on God.  what r u...

can i learn more and grow more by staying in this difficult marriage?  this is not only about my comfort.  it is about being an example and about my life being for God's glory.  too many Christian...

i don't want 2 do everything.  i give him the responsibilty over things b/c he says that what he wants and i dont want 2 have 2 do everything.  the fairytale romance.....letting go of the dream of...

food is my lover.  it loves me in a way that nothing else does.  not even God.  sorry Lord.  i dont know what it is.  it comforts me so thoroughly.  better than a man.  better than God. ...

he says they are friends and he wont let her go.  he tries 2 comfort by saying that they are growing apart.  wtf? this is unacceptable.  i feel devalued.  a doormat.  i actually asked him 2...

how can i interact with my husband knowing that hes still in contact with his mistress and will prob with time if hes not already begin actively cheating one me.  but the fact that i am grieved by...

why does God want me 2 remain in this marriage?  he wont even tell me that hell stop contact with his mistress  how cldnt that hurt anyone?  and yet his words mean nothing.  why do i have 2 b...