live and learn.

life is one experience after the other. really need to start using my brain all the time and not my heart maybe the results will turn out better. i felt so damn good. felt like i had come home and had a little peice of heaven now it has all turned bad.i am not dumb knew this would happen...felt good to feel alive. felt better than it ever had before. never was capable of being totally me before and it was an amazing feeling. now i just need to give it to the right person. dont think she is the one. as usual jumped in too fast. but was learning experience. she already said we are through. it is what it is. i just wanted to feel and for once was a two way street just wish it didnt become a dead end for just once.

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take it one day at a time, one step at a time, ad sometimes by not responding to anyone or ot responding in a neg manner u allow the other person time to think, to contemplate, to look inside and see their own feelings and why they r as they are,,, sometimes in stillness we find all our answers....... i believe in you and the choices u make for whatever reason u make them,,,unconditionaly, remember an ex is an ex for a reason,,, they chose to be ex;s,,,, which had nothing to do w you, but happened before you, thats seperate from you and the step u have taken... i think its important to seperate the two. you have a beautiful spirit, thank you for sharing, now please be easy on you, its impossible to make everyone happy. KD