live and learn.

life is one experience after the other. really need to start using my brain all the time and not my heart maybe the results will turn out better. i felt so damn good. felt like i had come home and had a little peice of heaven now it has all turned bad.i am not dumb knew this would happen...felt good to feel alive. felt better than it ever had before. never was capable of being totally me before and it was an amazing feeling. now i just need to give it to the right person. dont think she is the one. as usual jumped in too fast. but was learning experience. she already said we are through. it is what it is. i just wanted to feel and for once was a two way street just wish it didnt become a dead end for just once.