ugh

why am i still playing with this woman. dumb ass. i do me sappy texts oh i miss u and love u but u r hurting me. she offered to hook me up with some ugly woman thats been hitting on her at work as a joke. course i didnt take it that way. so shes says what do i expect cause ive been hot and cold for months she dont know what i want. fuck u. i been begging this woman for 8 months to come back and have lost all my self respect in the process. what is wrong with me. now im thinking bout visiting my sisters ex. have i totally lost my head. my sister is the person closest to me in this world besides my kids and im playing with fire. yes me and her gf were always close but there def something there. ugh use your brain god gave u take your head out of your ass and grow the heck up