TIRED

SO TIRED OF FEELING SAD AND CRAZY. HAD NICE DAY WITH GIRL AND HER DAUGHTER AND SHE DIDNT WANNA HANG TODAY. SHE JUST WANTED TO RELAX AND SEE HER FRIENDS LATER. SO WHY SHOULD THIS MAKE ME SAD. NOW DONT KNOW WHAT REALLY SAID BUT SHE HASNT TEXTED ME IN FEW HOURS. MAYBE SHE SLEEPING WITH BABY. SO WHY DO I CRY AND GET CRAZY OVER NOTHING. I LOST IT ON EX. LIKE SHE REALLY CARES ANYWAYS. I GUESS JUST TIRED BEING ALONE. SPENT FIVE DAYS IN HOUSE AFTER SURGERY WITH NOONE. EVEN AT HOSPITAL THEY KEPT ASKING UM WHERES YOUR FAMILY. UMM HELLO GOT NOONE. MY EX DROPPED ME OFF SAID SHE WOULDA STAYED IF I ASKED HER TO. HELLO MAYBE I WANT SOMEONE TO WANT TO BE WITH ME. I DONT WANNA CRY ANYMORE DONT WANNA FEEL LIKE THIS CRAZY BITCH. . JUST WANNA RELAX AND TAKE IT SLOW. YA GOOD LUCK AT THAT