My Sweet Sweet Son!!!

I was able to attend the Annual Balloon Fiesta in New Mexico. Oh my The Beauty I experienced as one by one and more and more filled the hot air Balloons. All the Beautiful Colors floating against the bright blue sky.  as I stood there amazed at the hundreds of Balloons, the Colors mixing together and the opening of the bright blue sky, I could not but help but think of Ken and of what beauty he is be holding. If we are given by God the changing of the leaves to the beauty of man made products what we see on this earth is nothing compared to what Ken is seeing. As a smile and tear ran down my face knowing that we only get glimpse of the beauty our children are having.  After 28 months of seeing my son's body ravaged by Cancer...the pain in each step he took, finally to loose his ability to talk or walk or barely think, what glory awaited him on the other side. I can not help but miss him so much my heart aches but knowing no more pain for him knowing the beauty he sees in the Glory of God, I should not wish him back but I am his mom and we mom's we do and will..this year I will view the leaves in a different way. I will send beautiful colored balloons to Ken and give him my love, but I know what beauty I see here can not be compared. Till we are together again My Sweet Sweet Son, I will continue to miss you love you and know we will be together again. Until then I will see the beauty of the leaves, the white glistening fresh snow. The blue of the sky and the ocean while I will remember nothing compares to what you are experiencing. Love you forever, mom