Strong4me2017
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- My divorce is getting closer the first week in September is the court date. I'm do afraid to see him again. I know all I'm going to want to do is break down and cry. I can't do that in front him I don't want to be vulnerable. I'm feeling so sad that...
- Tell me I'm not crazy I can't seem to bring myself to erase all the text messages from him I still have all the old ones from before he left. I feel like if I get rid of them I'm erasing him and the 8 years we had together. I have all thr pbotos of...
- Why is it that I will be perfectly fine for a while and then bam! A wave of sadness and depression hits. It's been months since he left. Maybe it's because court is coming up that makes me sad and mad all the years wasted all the memories trashed. I...
- This week started off crazy my soon to be ex messaged me explaining why he left. He said it seemed like I didn't care about him or his opinions and that I spent too much time helping my family. He went on and on about how bad it was. We fought and...
- Well you rise up and you think everything is good and then life hits you in the face. Today I found out a rumor about my soon to be ex husband is true he got his new girlfriend pregnant. We tried for years to have a baby. I'm so angry this is my...
- Hello all it has been a while since I have posted. A couple weeks ago I had to go see the ex and give him a matress and sign some papers. It was bad I yelled he yelled. I wanted answers for why he left and he had nothing to say. There is so much...
- So it's been quite a while since I have been on here. I have been doing good the days are not so much of a struggle anymore. I am moving on with my life. The ex has been a pain I have to face him on tuesday, and I'm not looking forward to seeing...
- So it's been a while since I have been on here I have just been too down lately. I'm so tired of being alone trying to figure out everything by myself. I did something stupid yesterday I started looking at his photo missing him. Wishing I could see...
- A month ago I thought I had a loving husband that was in til the end. And now all I want to do is call him and tell him about my crazy stressful day and i can't. He wouldn't care. A month ago he would have or so I thought. This new life is so...
- How does everyone deal with all the anxiety? I was at a meeting for work and all my thoughts about my ex and everything I'm going through rushed into my head and I started panicking. When o got done I just sat in my car and cried. I feel like my...
- Had to call the ex today about selling our cars which he is totally not in agreement with he wont meet up with me to sign the title so i can sell it so we got in a huge fight and he hung up on me it was the first time I had heard his voice since he...
- I work in a very mentally exhausting job. I love my job I assist developmentally disabled people in their home. It's very rewarding but very draining at the same time. Anyway getting off track here In my previous life if i was having a bad...
- I feel like I'm stuck in denial with everything. I don't feel sad. I don't really feel anything l. I am slowly accepting being alone and I have to keep reminding myself that I am alone and he isn't coming home. Which then I feel like I need someone...
- Today I sold my wedding dress. Im not sure how I feel about it. I needed the money and I was tired of looking at it. Thinking about the vows I took before God to love honor and cherish til death do us part. I took that seriously I wanted to work on...
- I hate these ups and downs I go through. I'm okay for a while as long as I'm busy but the moment I stop this heavy blanket of depression and loneliness crashes over me. And I feel like I'm going to suffocate I hate being alone. I hate him for...