Strong4me2017
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- Hey everyone been a while again so nice I have posted on here things have been so crazy first off I met someone and started dating him which has been hard all my old ghosts follow me as soon as I posted in a relationship my ex contacted how he knew...
- It’s been a rough couple weeks and belt my ex back into my life a really dumb mistake he was with me for four days and then he left again it took such a toll on me this time I sank into a deep depression trying to figure out why I’m so...
- I am struggling so much right now trying to fight off this dark cloud of depression it was last year at this time my ex left and i keep going through everything in my head all the memories the hurt and pain what I could have done different maybe if...
- Hey everyone it’s been forever since I have posted in April it will be a year since he left. I have been doing great started taking some college classes trying to improve myself. Holding down two jobs as well. I’m just trying to push myself as...
- I know it's just another day but for me i feel like my slate is being wiped clean and this new year is full of hope and new adventures this year has been full of heartbreak tears and trying to survive I'm going into this new year with strength and...
- As the holidays approach this being my first one alone I find myself having a hard time staying positive I just wanted to send this message out there to everyone that is going through the same thing you are not alone and you are all amazing and...
- It's been 8 months now that I have been alone I look back at the person I was when he left and I barely recognize her I don't cry anymore I can't cry even if I wanted to is that normal even when I found out he is engaged all I felt was anger...
- 7 months now of being alone. wow that seems so long I can't believe how much my life has changed this year. I feel like a different person I still hurt some days bit mostly I'm happy. His girlfriend tried to start crap with me the other day out...
- I don't know why it always hits me on the way home from work. I have to remind myself I'm alone and there is no one there it's just me. It's so unbelievable some days. So my 9 year wedding anniversary is coming up well it would have been anyway. We...
- I was driving back from woke today and thinking about my life and how much I miss having someone there when I get home.i have been alone for almost 6 months now. Wow that seems crazy. Most of the time I feel okay I don't know why it hit me hard...
- Well it's over went to court this week. It was so hard seeing him and He brought his girlfriend which made it worse. But I got through it without crying. The weird thing is that when I went home it felt like i was going home alone for the first...
- Two more days and then we go to court and our marriage will be over. I'm not sure how I feel about it kinda numb right now. There has been so much pain and heart ache the past few months. I'm scared of how I'm going to feel after. Will I be...
- I have never felt so used as I do right now my stbx and I slept together a couple days ago yeah huge mistake I know he wanted to work things out then he said he didn't mean any of it. Well today he texted me because he said he forgot whether or not...
- A couole days ago I posted about my divorce being a week away. Well yesterday my stbx texted me wanting to talk. I called him he said he wanted to come down and see me. I told him no I don't want to see you. Even though in my heart I really wanted...
- In one week I will be seeing him in court. I'm so scared I don't have a lawyer I couldnt afford one there really isn't anyone in my family that has gone through a divorce. He has said before he doesn't want the house or the car and we have no...