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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Strong4me2017

  Posted: 06/15/2018

  Strong4me2017 commented on the discussion old ghosts follow me.

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  old ghosts follow me

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  Last Reply: Strong4me2017 06/15/2018

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  Hey everyone been a while again so nice I have posted on here things have been so crazy first off I met someone and started dating him which has been hard all my old ghosts follow me as soon as I posted in a relationship my ex contacted how he knew I don’t know I have him blocked so anyway he tells me he is going to still making his counseling appointments in my town even though he lives 4 hours east in a bigger city I didn’t understand why and told him to stay away from me the next week...

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  Posted by: Strong4me2017

  Posted: 05/05/2018

  Strong4me2017 commented on the discussion life is hard.

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  life is hard

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  Last Reply: jojored 05/05/2018

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  It’s been a rough couple weeks and belt my ex back into my life a really dumb mistake he was with me for four days and then he left again it took such a toll on me this time I sank into a deep depression trying to figure out why I’m so replaceable and feeling so worthless about myself I decided that I needed help so I’m in counseling something I should have done a long time ago I have pushed my feelings down so much and just been working and working not having time to feel anything and it...

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  One year

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  Posted: 04/11/2018

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  its hard to believe how one day can change your entire life. Take you to the brink of despair and leave you broken. Well here I am world one year later not broken anymore just cracked. I have my days where the memories come  through the feelings of hurt and pain but I am still going forward the war is over and I am just healing the wounds. I have done so much with my life and I have a lot more to do and I am strong enough to do it on my own. I just wish he could see that he didn’t break me I...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/31/2018

  Strong4me2017 commented on the discussion Just had to vent it out.

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  Just had to vent it out

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  Last Reply: 11Christmases 04/01/2018

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  I am struggling so much right now trying to fight off this dark cloud of depression it was last year at this time my ex left and i keep going through everything in my head all the memories the hurt and pain what I could have done different maybe if I was a better wife he would still be here and I wouldn’t be alone I hate how quiet it is I try to keep myself busy with work but when I’m working I’m wishing I was home and when I’m at home I wish I was working am I crazy I’m starting to...

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  Posted: 03/11/2018

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/03/2018

  Strong4me2017 became friends with findinglife.

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  Posted: 03/03/2018

  Strong4me2017 commented on the discussion Bipolar soon to be ex.

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  Posted: 02/25/2018

  Strong4me2017 commented on the discussion Mornings Are the Worst.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 02/25/2018

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 02/24/2018

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  Almost a year

  Posted by: Strong4me2017

  Last Reply: 11Christmases 02/24/2018

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  Hey everyone it’s been forever since I have posted in April it will be a year since he left. I have been doing great started taking some college classes trying to improve myself. Holding down two jobs as well. I’m just trying to push myself as hard as I can to get to where I want somebody I can be proud of. This year has changed me so much I feel like such a different person and it’s so weird I don’t remember who I was before. I don’t remember what it felt like when I was with him. I...

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  New year

  Posted by: Strong4me2017

  Last Reply: KarolinaLondon2016 12/31/2017

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  I know it's just another day but for me i feel like my slate is being wiped clean and  this new year is full of hope and new adventures this year has been full of heartbreak tears and trying to survive I'm going into this new year with strength and hope and love for myself I am going to focus on me and achieving my goals