Ok, he cut off my cell, i had anticipated that so i had bought a new cell last week. I feel so hurt, even though i made the final decision to break it off. I can't even describ the feeling that came over me when I realized that we are actually done. It took some soul searching, but i got thru it. I have a four day weekend coming up and i might just cancel it and come to work. I don't know if i can handle being alone for four days.