QUESTION OF THE DAY...
How can he have the will power to stay away? When i was with him he could control himself in any way. He would drink, drug and treat me like shit. Now I wounder why couldn't he have self control when i was with him? Why couldn't he have just chosen to be a mature and stable man. We could have had it all,,,,actually we did have it all. But he wouldn't make right choices. Now, i wonder why he hasn't tried to contact me. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I DON'T WANT HIM TO CONTACT ME...It makes me wonder how could he just drop off the face of the earth? Like the past ten years never happened and like it didn't matter. I'm beginning to think that this could have been over a long time ago...If i had just stayed away from him like i have now.
How can he have the will power to stay away? When i was with him he could control himself in any way. He would drink, drug and treat me like shit. Now I wounder why couldn't he have self control when i was with him? Why couldn't he have just chosen to be a mature and stable man. We could have had it all,,,,actually we did have it all. But he wouldn't make right choices. Now, i wonder why he hasn't tried to contact me. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I DON'T WANT HIM TO CONTACT ME...It makes me wonder how could he just drop off the face of the earth? Like the past ten years never happened and like it didn't matter. I'm beginning to think that this could have been over a long time ago...If i had just stayed away from him like i have now.
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I FEEL YOUR PAIN --PAIN SO GREAT THAT THE HEART STOPS --YOUR WORLD STOPS AND VISION IS BLURRED --- THE REAL HURT FROM THE HEART ---HUG AND HUGS AND HUGS TO U ---- THIS KIND OF HURT WILL AGE A PERSON IN MINUTES --THE HEART IS THE HARDEST THING TO HEAL ---AND MIND WON\'T LET IT GO UNTIL SOMETIME BETTER COMES ALONG AND REWIRES YOU --I\'M AT ROCK BOTTOM TODAY --I\'M THINKING TRIP TO THE BEACH THIS WEEKEND ---SOME LOSE WOMEN --FEELING HURT PRETTY GIRLS CHEER ME UP....
Hi Hun I don\'t even know how to respond to that except to say I hope things work out the way you want and need them to.Hugs,Kim