I fkd up. I damaged my car this weekend and it looks like crap, i rolled a stop sign. I know this too shall pass. All should be back to normal soon, i just have to get my shit together. I had an awakening. I have let this life get the best of me and i have focused on my problems instead of making good steady decisions. I just need to get over it and fast. I need to re-focus and put me and my job first. I have lost my edge.