dawn827
Status: There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live w
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My future sister-in-law just lost her 11 year old son to the same cancer that took her husband 6 years ago. I don't know how she's surviving. I know having the little one to take care of was how...
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Let me start by saying my Mother-in-law is a stereotypical mother-in-law. I describe her to people as the Mom in “Everybody loves Raymond” only she’s worse!!! So after being married for 32...
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After meeting my DS friends over the weekend I was so proud of myself for going outside my comfort zone. I know Randy would be so proud of me too. It would bother him that I’m not doing what we...
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I wake up Monday morning saying, "Okay, one day at a time, let's just get through the week". Then comes Friday and I made it through the week YEAH, but I look forward and see it's the dreaded...
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Another first, Randy’s birthday was March 1 and I cried all day. I knew it would be another bad day for me so I did all the things that would be hard in one day. I cleaned out his dresser and...
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Well the 5 month mark is here and I can't stop crying. I was better on Valentine's day ... why is that??? I know we are supposed to experience "plateaus" but I didn't think it would hit me so...
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so what it's Valentine's Day, I know we would've gotten up this morning, either shared breakfast at home or gone to the neighborhood diner. Simple but sweet, year after year ... that was us. I...
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but to me it's another tradition without my Randy. We are a football family. My hubby played when he was a teenager and was a season ticket holder for the NY Jets for many years. Only gave up...
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I found it very hard this month to turn the calendar page. Another month without my Randy. Everyone says with time it gets easier, but I'm finding it hard to see time slip away without sharing it...
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It's 4 months and I still feel so sad and lonely. I keep hearing "it gets easier" but I haven't seen that yet. I realized again today how much my husband and I connected on a daily basis. He...
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Coming from a large family and then having 3 kids and animals in my own house for 30 years the noise level was always high. My hubby and I were just starting to appreciate the quiet now that the...
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Well it's 2010, a brand new year, why don't I feel good about this? Always before it was a new beginning, another year to look forward to, vacations to plan, a "what next" attitude. This year I...
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Thanksgiving was really tough and Christmas was even worse. Now to just get through New Years.
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I SURVIVED. Very sad all day yesterday, had my moments of tears and had moments of laughter with my grandson and kids. They are always my strength. My other half was missing though. I felt...
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Christmas Eve is here finally. This was a hard holiday and I was told it's because it's a month long holiday versus one day and I have to agree. The commercials started before Thanksgiving and...
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