A new month
I found it very hard this month to turn the calendar page. Another month without my Randy. Everyone says with time it gets easier, but I'm finding it hard to see time slip away without sharing it with my hubby. My days go by and by and I think I'm doing okay because I'm surviving then a new month comes by and I'm a basket case. I guess this is another "wave" as they call them. I think I need a grandson hug! They help the most.
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Dawn,
I now the feeling, last night at supper I said that Feb ! was sunday, I have lost all sence of time & dates. Where does the time go? This Feb 17 will be 6 month that Sue has been gone and I still think she will be walking back into the house at any time.
Today I have not wanted to get out of bed,all I do is sit in my room and surf the internet....Here\'s A BIG HUG, may that help a little
Dawn...I feel like I walk around in a fog half the time. Sometimes I have to check the newspaper to remember what day it is. However, you have made it through another month so in one way, it is a good thing. I hate to see time pass without Bear but I think of it as \"I survived January....on to February and its challenges.\" I wish I had a grandson to hug...it must be so much fun. Hang in there. Nancy
I know how you feel. The time is just going by and being without our loved one is awful. I have a 6 year old and I know his hugs make me feel better. :) Hugs. Shawn
It\'s nice that we survived another month, but every month there are a ton of things I wish I could tell Marti. Sigh.
Actually it is a myth that it gets easier. Three years later I am still having really tough days. If anything there is a bit more time between bad spells. Hang in there. You will find that you have longer spells of feeling stronger. And when you are not feeling so strong, write in your journal and we all appear with some suggestions.
Thanks everyone, it helps that I\'m no so alone.