dawn827
Status: There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live w
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i think i'm at the numb part. today was halloween and like every holiday for 32 years we would celebrate it with fun and silliness, my husband loved the kids but always wanted to give rocks to the...
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i hate time. it goes by and by but i feel the same exact way i felt that first day. broken hearted, lost, aimless. i go to work day after day almost numb. i get up, get dressed, i work, talk...
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Tough week and I don't have any one reason, lots of little nits. Talked to my mother-in-law and she is a typical mother-in-law and always has been. Couldn't get money out of the bank because it...
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went to our sons football game today, he coaches freshman. first year as head coach, my husband would be so proud. he loved his kids so much, i hope he's not missing us as much as we miss him. ...
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another weekend here, Friday night and I should be looking forward to the weekend after a hard weeks work, instead I dread it. the weekends were always OURS. i think about him all the time. still...
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I can't believe a month is almost here. how can time be moving forward when i feel like i'm not. I can't belive he's not here. i know that last month he was feeling miserable but in the 2 and...
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first time I had a good nights sleep. my daugther talked me into taking nightquil. had 7 straight hours then got up to feed and let out the dog, went back to bed for another 3 hours. feel...
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Sunday night I lost a close friend. Ben battled diabetes and his liver was failing. There were six of us (the 3 couples) always hanging out together. Within 2 weeks we lost 2 of them, my...
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Day started off like all the rest SAD
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very bad day, started off crying and continued all day. Everything set me off, hearing a song we heard while on vacation in Hawaii. Getting life insurance money and trying to figure out my life...
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it's 2 weeks and I'm sitting here crying. every day i cry and feel so sad i miss him so much.
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It's been a while since I've been on this site. I was never one for journaling but I’ve found, especially in the beginning, how helpful it is sometimes to write down what you're feeling. With...
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One year has past since I last saw your smile, one year has past since I last heard you laugh, one year has past since I last heard you say I Love You, one year has past. It seems so long ago that...
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The month of August was always a good month for me. Well with everything else in my life the month of August now sucks. My 33rd wedding anniversary just past. August was also the month that...
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It's been a rough few weeks (who am I kidding it's been a rough almost 10 months), but after 2 1/2 weeks off of work and the first vacation I've had without worry (other than normal Mom worry) since...
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