dawn827
Status: There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live w
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another weekend here, Friday night and I should be looking forward to the weekend after a hard weeks work, instead I dread it. the weekends were always OURS. i think about him all the time. still...
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I can't believe a month is almost here. how can time be moving forward when i feel like i'm not. I can't belive he's not here. i know that last month he was feeling miserable but in the 2 and...
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first time I had a good nights sleep. my daugther talked me into taking nightquil. had 7 straight hours then got up to feed and let out the dog, went back to bed for another 3 hours. feel...
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Sunday night I lost a close friend. Ben battled diabetes and his liver was failing. There were six of us (the 3 couples) always hanging out together. Within 2 weeks we lost 2 of them, my...
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Day started off like all the rest SAD
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very bad day, started off crying and continued all day. Everything set me off, hearing a song we heard while on vacation in Hawaii. Getting life insurance money and trying to figure out my life...
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it's 2 weeks and I'm sitting here crying. every day i cry and feel so sad i miss him so much.
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and I don't know why. I know the first Christmas I kinda went through the motions, still in shock I guess. We put up a few lights and did a tree more in Randy's memory than anything else. ...
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It's been a while since I've been on this site. I was never one for journaling but I’ve found, especially in the beginning, how helpful it is sometimes to write down what you're feeling. With...
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One year has past since I last saw your smile, one year has past since I last heard you laugh, one year has past since I last heard you say I Love You, one year has past. It seems so long ago that...
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The month of August was always a good month for me. Well with everything else in my life the month of August now sucks. My 33rd wedding anniversary just past. August was also the month that...
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It's been a rough few weeks (who am I kidding it's been a rough almost 10 months), but after 2 1/2 weeks off of work and the first vacation I've had without worry (other than normal Mom worry) since...
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I knew the last and next few days would be hard. My birthday was yesterday and for the first time in my life I was not looking forward to it. It was also my 9 month mark and that's all I could...
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I’m envious of people saying they’ve dreamt of their loved ones since I haven’t experienced that yet but after this weekend I don’t think I can be envious anymore. My hubby is just going a...
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Ask me a week ago if I thought Mother's Day was gonna be rough and I would've said No problem, it's my day so it shouldn't be to bad. Well, for the past few days and especially yesterday I...
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