Day after Christmas

I SURVIVED.  Very sad all day yesterday, had my moments of tears and had moments of laughter with my grandson and kids.  They are always my strength.  My other half was missing though.  I felt his absence all day and missed him so much.  Now today the tears won't stop.  How can he be gone, how can I do it without him?  I miss him.  New Years is going to be so hard.

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deleted_user

I think we all tried so hard yesterday that today our real feelings are coming out. Hang in there...hopefully 2010 will bring brighter days. nancy
Catkin
Catkin

You have survived and it will get easier eventually. Of course it is hard. New Year will be hard too. Try doing something new and special for yourself, reward yourself for getting this far, get something your husband would want you to have.
hugs
Heather