dawn827
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I found it very hard this month to turn the calendar page. Another month without my Randy. Everyone says with time it gets easier, but I'm finding it hard to see time slip away without sharing it...
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It's 4 months and I still feel so sad and lonely. I keep hearing "it gets easier" but I haven't seen that yet. I realized again today how much my husband and I connected on a daily basis. He...
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Coming from a large family and then having 3 kids and animals in my own house for 30 years the noise level was always high. My hubby and I were just starting to appreciate the quiet now that the...
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Well it's 2010, a brand new year, why don't I feel good about this? Always before it was a new beginning, another year to look forward to, vacations to plan, a "what next" attitude. This year I...
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Thanksgiving was really tough and Christmas was even worse. Now to just get through New Years.
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I SURVIVED. Very sad all day yesterday, had my moments of tears and had moments of laughter with my grandson and kids. They are always my strength. My other half was missing though. I felt...
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Christmas Eve is here finally. This was a hard holiday and I was told it's because it's a month long holiday versus one day and I have to agree. The commercials started before Thanksgiving and...
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My 3 month mark hit yesterday. I say "mark" because "anniversary" is a word I associate with happiness and since these "marks" are not happy I refuse to say "anniversary". People keep saying...
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December 1 and that means Christmas is right around the corner. We loved the holiday season, my husband was my 4th child. He was such a fun guy to be around especially around this season. ...
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When I came home from all the Thanksgiving get togethers with family and when I walked into an empty house and fed the dog and put things away and finally sat down it was with a big sigh of relief....
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I keep trying to tell myself that I'm so thankful for having Randy in my life for more than 1/2 my life ... so many years. We had such a great run. Made 3 wonderful kids, one of which gave me the...
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Went out with good friends, my daughter and her boyfriend last night for my godchild's fiances birthday. Had a really good time, very comforting to be with these people who my husband and I've...
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... no matter how you say it, it sucks. So long for him to be gone. How do you get through? I miss him so much and sad news just keeps happening. A close friend's mom, Mary, passed away this...
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Why does that scare me? 2 months, time going by, he's getting further away from me. I'm not crying every day and I feel guilty about that. I think I ran out of water. I miss him every...
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I thought I was numb, that lasted 1 day. The week went by fast. I was very worried about the weekend, had no plans but I wound up having my 3 1/2 year old grandson from Saturday afternoon till...
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