dawn827
Status: There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live w
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I knew the last and next few days would be hard. My birthday was yesterday and for the first time in my life I was not looking forward to it. It was also my 9 month mark and that's all I could...
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I’m envious of people saying they’ve dreamt of their loved ones since I haven’t experienced that yet but after this weekend I don’t think I can be envious anymore. My hubby is just going a...
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Ask me a week ago if I thought Mother's Day was gonna be rough and I would've said No problem, it's my day so it shouldn't be to bad. Well, for the past few days and especially yesterday I...
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My future sister-in-law just lost her 11 year old son to the same cancer that took her husband 6 years ago. I don't know how she's surviving. I know having the little one to take care of was how...
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Let me start by saying my Mother-in-law is a stereotypical mother-in-law. I describe her to people as the Mom in “Everybody loves Raymond” only she’s worse!!! So after being married for 32...
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After meeting my DS friends over the weekend I was so proud of myself for going outside my comfort zone. I know Randy would be so proud of me too. It would bother him that I’m not doing what we...
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I wake up Monday morning saying, "Okay, one day at a time, let's just get through the week". Then comes Friday and I made it through the week YEAH, but I look forward and see it's the dreaded...
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Another first, Randy’s birthday was March 1 and I cried all day. I knew it would be another bad day for me so I did all the things that would be hard in one day. I cleaned out his dresser and...
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Well the 5 month mark is here and I can't stop crying. I was better on Valentine's day ... why is that??? I know we are supposed to experience "plateaus" but I didn't think it would hit me so...
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so what it's Valentine's Day, I know we would've gotten up this morning, either shared breakfast at home or gone to the neighborhood diner. Simple but sweet, year after year ... that was us. I...
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but to me it's another tradition without my Randy. We are a football family. My hubby played when he was a teenager and was a season ticket holder for the NY Jets for many years. Only gave up...
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I found it very hard this month to turn the calendar page. Another month without my Randy. Everyone says with time it gets easier, but I'm finding it hard to see time slip away without sharing it...
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It's 4 months and I still feel so sad and lonely. I keep hearing "it gets easier" but I haven't seen that yet. I realized again today how much my husband and I connected on a daily basis. He...
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Coming from a large family and then having 3 kids and animals in my own house for 30 years the noise level was always high. My hubby and I were just starting to appreciate the quiet now that the...
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Well it's 2010, a brand new year, why don't I feel good about this? Always before it was a new beginning, another year to look forward to, vacations to plan, a "what next" attitude. This year I...
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