dawn827
Status: There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live w
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My 3 month mark hit yesterday. I say "mark" because "anniversary" is a word I associate with happiness and since these "marks" are not happy I refuse to say "anniversary". People keep saying...
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December 1 and that means Christmas is right around the corner. We loved the holiday season, my husband was my 4th child. He was such a fun guy to be around especially around this season. ...
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When I came home from all the Thanksgiving get togethers with family and when I walked into an empty house and fed the dog and put things away and finally sat down it was with a big sigh of relief....
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I keep trying to tell myself that I'm so thankful for having Randy in my life for more than 1/2 my life ... so many years. We had such a great run. Made 3 wonderful kids, one of which gave me the...
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Went out with good friends, my daughter and her boyfriend last night for my godchild's fiances birthday. Had a really good time, very comforting to be with these people who my husband and I've...
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... no matter how you say it, it sucks. So long for him to be gone. How do you get through? I miss him so much and sad news just keeps happening. A close friend's mom, Mary, passed away this...
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Why does that scare me? 2 months, time going by, he's getting further away from me. I'm not crying every day and I feel guilty about that. I think I ran out of water. I miss him every...
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I thought I was numb, that lasted 1 day. The week went by fast. I was very worried about the weekend, had no plans but I wound up having my 3 1/2 year old grandson from Saturday afternoon till...
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i think i'm at the numb part. today was halloween and like every holiday for 32 years we would celebrate it with fun and silliness, my husband loved the kids but always wanted to give rocks to the...
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i hate time. it goes by and by but i feel the same exact way i felt that first day. broken hearted, lost, aimless. i go to work day after day almost numb. i get up, get dressed, i work, talk...
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Tough week and I don't have any one reason, lots of little nits. Talked to my mother-in-law and she is a typical mother-in-law and always has been. Couldn't get money out of the bank because it...
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went to our sons football game today, he coaches freshman. first year as head coach, my husband would be so proud. he loved his kids so much, i hope he's not missing us as much as we miss him. ...
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another weekend here, Friday night and I should be looking forward to the weekend after a hard weeks work, instead I dread it. the weekends were always OURS. i think about him all the time. still...
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I can't believe a month is almost here. how can time be moving forward when i feel like i'm not. I can't belive he's not here. i know that last month he was feeling miserable but in the 2 and...
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first time I had a good nights sleep. my daugther talked me into taking nightquil. had 7 straight hours then got up to feed and let out the dog, went back to bed for another 3 hours. feel...
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