dawn827
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It's been a while since I've been on this site. I was never one for journaling but I’ve found, especially in the beginning, how helpful it is sometimes to write down what you're feeling. With...
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One year has past since I last saw your smile, one year has past since I last heard you laugh, one year has past since I last heard you say I Love You, one year has past. It seems so long ago that...
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The month of August was always a good month for me. Well with everything else in my life the month of August now sucks. My 33rd wedding anniversary just past. August was also the month that...
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It's been a rough few weeks (who am I kidding it's been a rough almost 10 months), but after 2 1/2 weeks off of work and the first vacation I've had without worry (other than normal Mom worry) since...
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I knew the last and next few days would be hard. My birthday was yesterday and for the first time in my life I was not looking forward to it. It was also my 9 month mark and that's all I could...
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I’m envious of people saying they’ve dreamt of their loved ones since I haven’t experienced that yet but after this weekend I don’t think I can be envious anymore. My hubby is just going a...
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Ask me a week ago if I thought Mother's Day was gonna be rough and I would've said No problem, it's my day so it shouldn't be to bad. Well, for the past few days and especially yesterday I...
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My future sister-in-law just lost her 11 year old son to the same cancer that took her husband 6 years ago. I don't know how she's surviving. I know having the little one to take care of was how...
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Let me start by saying my Mother-in-law is a stereotypical mother-in-law. I describe her to people as the Mom in “Everybody loves Raymond” only she’s worse!!! So after being married for 32...
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After meeting my DS friends over the weekend I was so proud of myself for going outside my comfort zone. I know Randy would be so proud of me too. It would bother him that I’m not doing what we...
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I wake up Monday morning saying, "Okay, one day at a time, let's just get through the week". Then comes Friday and I made it through the week YEAH, but I look forward and see it's the dreaded...
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Another first, Randy’s birthday was March 1 and I cried all day. I knew it would be another bad day for me so I did all the things that would be hard in one day. I cleaned out his dresser and...
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Well the 5 month mark is here and I can't stop crying. I was better on Valentine's day ... why is that??? I know we are supposed to experience "plateaus" but I didn't think it would hit me so...
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so what it's Valentine's Day, I know we would've gotten up this morning, either shared breakfast at home or gone to the neighborhood diner. Simple but sweet, year after year ... that was us. I...
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but to me it's another tradition without my Randy. We are a football family. My hubby played when he was a teenager and was a season ticket holder for the NY Jets for many years. Only gave up...
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