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• Depression
  

  Just here to put my thoughts out there

  Posted by: Ebony

  Last Reply: WanderingVet 10/24/2020

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  Life is just so hard. I swear waking up everyday is like an unbearable job. I haven't self harmed in a couple of months but man its taking everything in me not to burn myself with cigarettes. I wish I was able to do what I want to do with my life. I didn't choose to be here, therefore I shouldn't be forced to stay. Thanks for listening. I really hope we all find happiness soon. x

• Depression
  

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  Posted by: Ebony

  Posted: 02/28/2020

  Ebony commented on the discussion Just venting.

• Depression
  

  Just venting

  Posted by: Ebony

  Last Reply: Ebony 02/28/2020

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  I'm 29 and been depressed since I was a child. I've tried so many things but nothing worked and the reason why is because I didn't care for anything to work. I tried certain things like antidepressants because I wanted my family and friends to be happy that I was trying. All I ever wanted was death because that will give me forever peace. I usually sleep to escape life but now its doesn't work because I now have nightmares. I really wish suicide wasn't frowned upon. I wish they'd understand...

• Depression
  

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  Posted by: Ebony

  Posted: 02/28/2020

  Ebony commented on the discussion Some helpful information.

• Depression
  

  Some helpful information

  Posted by: Ebony

  Last Reply: Thor2008 02/28/2020

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  If you are ever in crises and need someone to talk to, you can always contact the crises helpline. Its free and you get to talk to an actual human. Text HELLO to US 741741 Canada 686868 UK text SHOUT to 85258. Hope this helps.

• Sexual Abuse
  

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  Posted by: Ebony

  Posted: 10/06/2019

  Ebony commented on the discussion I need some outside opinions.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 10/06/2019

  Ebony commented on the discussion I'm so tired.

• Depression
  

  I'm so tired

  Posted by: Ebony

  Last Reply: peterthegreat 10/06/2019

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  Living has become a job that I hate with all my heart! I think its fucked up how I didn't ask to be here yet I Cant take my own life because it isn't "normal" or people will see me as a failure. Its not fair! And yes life isn't fair but I never asked to be here in the first place. I feel like I don't belong in this world. If I did I wouldn't feel so uncomfortable. There's people out there taking their last breath who would love to live. Why Cant I be in their place and them in mine? Why Cant I...

• Families of Prisoners
  

  Idk man

  Posted by: Ebony

  Last Reply: freeforcc 07/25/2019

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  I feel so lost. My brother went to prison back in 2010 serving a 15-year sentence. Even if it's been nine years it gets worse every single year.!! I don't know what to do. I'm so lost without him. My brother went to prison when he was around 17. Which basically means that almost half of his life will be Behind Bars. I miss him so much. I can't help it. I feel like nobody can relate. People tell me the same thing over and over and over he'll be fine. He'll come out soon. His time is almost over....

• Depression
  

  I'm so scared

  Posted by: Ebony

  Last Reply: debbiegk63 11/13/2018

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  I'm afraid and I'm scared! I've been depressed since I was about seven !I'm 24 now and its getting harder to deal with things! I have this strong Persona and everybody thinks I'm so happy. I'm not at all. I feel like the only reason why I continue to live and not kill myself is because of course I don't want people in my life to be sad. But then another part of me says maybe I should cuz people aren't taking me seriously. Don't worry I'm not going to kill myself. I'm just venting! Life can be...

• Families of Prisoners
  

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  Posted by: Ebony

  Posted: 11/05/2018

  Ebony commented on the discussion so scared.

• Families of Prisoners
  

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  Posted: 05/03/2018

  Ebony commented on the discussion Hello!.

• Families of Prisoners
  

  I miss my brother

  Posted by: Ebony

  Last Reply: rt1126 10/19/2017

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  He was literally my world! I say world because its not the same anymore! How can someone continue living life knowing someone they care about is in prison cutting themselves and in and out of a mental institution  .I know I have to be strong for him and no family, but its so hard! I can't do this another seven years man! When someone you care about is locked up you are too! I'm dying inside! I have no emotions towards anything! I don't write or talk to him because I can't deal with it well! I...

• Depression
  

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  Posted by: Ebony

  Posted: 09/04/2017

  Ebony liked the discussion Im back.