lost_girl

It’s been a little over three years since the last time I held up a blade to my skin, but the past few weeks, I cannot stop thinking about it. That sharp cold metal on my skin. A cut deep enough to...

So contrary to the usual posts, this time I’m coming from what should be, or actually is, a good place. I am for the first time in a while actually in a good place again. After quitting therapy,...

Loneliness. A powerful word. A wrecking emotion. Living in a fast-paced life recently, I hadn't had the time to pause and give myself the chance to know whether I have overcome that monstrous...

So I decided today that it was time to terminate therapy. I've been going for two years now and I've learnt so much, I've developed a lot of self control, learnt a lot about myself, gained confidence...

Once again, it's been a while since I've been on here. I know I tend to disappear, but always return when uncertain. It seems that when things seem to be going well, something inside of me screams so...

Words are a powerful weapon. Whether negatively or positively, words can leave an imprint more influential than any other. I personally have been affected by the words of others, mostly in a negative...

Anonymity. It’s such a powerful thing. I mean I’ve always known it’s importance, but it isn’t until now, that I truly understood the impact it offers. Once again, it has been a while since my...

At some point during the last year things hit a turning point I never expected. A year or so ago, I thought I would never be happy, in the sense that I will never have people by my side that I can...

It's been a while since my last entry. A lot has happened, I've been working on controlling my anxiety. I've been working on controlling my feelings towards Mo because I know they will lead to a...

So the day has passed, I'm still here. Nothing has changed. I haven't lost anything, haven't gained anything. I didn't go to work, which my colleagues were shocked by. I'm usually that workaholic...

Halloween is such a weird day. I love it. Or rather, used to love it. It’s a day where you can literally be anything you want and no one can judge you for it. On the contrary, they will likely...

So like I said, I'm not having the greatest week at this point. I keep trying to push myself to be okay, but I'm not. My alarm goes off every morning and O can't get myself out of bed. Yesterday was...

Im not okay. Not by a long shot. The past few weeks have been shitty and it seems I'm going downhill. I went to my therapist yesterday and I had reached this level where I can't do this anymore and I...

This week has been a tornado of thoughts. Whether it be things I should be thinking about or not, I've thought about them. I've thought about recent events, old situations and situations that...

I went to see my therapist on Monday. Though I was terrified of being seen because I know it would end horribly, I'm glad I went. I did fall apart and started crying at some point and couldn't help...