lost_girl

so I have a session with R today and I'm kinda scared of going. I mean I want to go but my paranoia levels are x10000. I can't stop thinking what if my parents see my car. What if they know I'm...

I'm back from my Euro trip. It was amazing, it was something I did for myself. It was relaxing, entertaining and I maintained control throughout the 12 days. But now I'm back and I find it both sad...

It's been 5 days since I left to Europe. I cannot even begin to describe what I'm feeling because I don't even know! It's all so surreal. I still cannot believe that I am backpacking through Europe....

I'm in the Stockholm airport headed to Amsterdam. I'm quite excited. Stockholm hasn't been the best place. Everything was closed and empty by around 10. Doesn't help that it's a Sunday. But I'm in...

So I flew out late last night (a little after midnight) which is when I turned 24. It's my birthday today. Typically family says happy birthday over whatsapp, gove you a call, give you a hug or...

So I head out to Europe tomorrow. I’m going backpacking. I still cannot believe that this is happening. I’m going with one of my friends. I’m actually extremely excited about the trip,...

So if you ask me right now how do you feel, I'm going to say: everywhere! The last four days have been quite fucked up. A lot has happened in that time frame and I don't think it’s processing so...

The reason I'm discussing this today -a first btw- is because for the past two nights I've been having nightmares, or perhaps flashbacks. I'm not sure anymore. I've had them before but I don't know...

I’ve discussed my family and I’ve discussed my therapy journey and now I have a million and one other things to talk about. If you’ve read my other journals you’ll know I have a lot of...

Since I’m in this need to spill lately I think I’m going to keep going with it and see where it gets me. I spoke a lot about my family in my last post and again as much as I love them and would...

So if you’ve read my last post I’m sure you’re quite aware of my messy head. I should probably also warn you that I tend to get off topic a lot. Since this is in writing I’m hoping I’ll be...

Hello person interested in reading this post about a messed up stranger, I truly hope you are doing better than I am.I guess I’m here because I feel like talking to someone but am not very...