cavahoo1215
Status:
Mood:
Ok
Offline
- I know we have had a few posts about not being able to listen to the radio because its filled with love songs and other lovey dovey stuff. I was going through my music tonight making a new playlist for weightlifting. I like to use Rock and some...
- So we get home from the beach today. She helps get the kids ready for bed, then off again to work. We have been setting up a schedule so we dont have to be at home together very often. I drive for Uber so the evenings she wants to be home I go and...
- We went to the beach today for the kido's last day of summer. Overhall we had a blast. I enjoyed every second of being with the kids. She came with us which made for an interesting dynamic. There was an obvious tension in the air and awkardness...
- Just a heads up for anyone who dosent want to read more angry rants. Thats all this is. I know we all have problems and Im sure many are worse than my situation, but it helps me so much to come on here an vent rather then vent to her. That just...
- I just woke up with my mind spinning and Im thinking today is not going to be a good one. So in an attempt to change that Im going to vent a little. My therapist told me of a book he had recently started reading titled " Who Ordered The Truckload...
- After getting home from work this morning at 11am, and coming home to a trashed house filled with 6 crazy boys, I chuckled to myself.My wife has never been the "homemaker" type. She occasionally enjoys cooking on the weekends (then I usually clean...
- Good News:I found out today that I was approved for my apartment. Its a really nice place with a pool, fishing lake, hiking trails etc... The kids are going to love it there. Bad News:I cant bring my beloved pitt bull. I was hoping that she would...
- I woke up pretty angry this morning after getting about 2 hrs of sleep. Which I prefer to how I feel now. Ive had something on my mind all day thats been bugging me, so I texted her to confront her about it. When I got the answer that I knew i would...
- She just texted and told me that she's spending the night at her "friends" house. Im not sure why this bothers me so much. She often dosent come home until after midnight anyway. If something is going on there is ample time for that to happen. I...
- The wall I have built around myself that has served me so well this week has started to crumble. We met at a coffee shop a few days ago and had the most relaxing, natural, non emotional conversation that weve had in quite some time. That started...
- i just went and looked at the apartment I hope to be moving into soon. While the landlord and I were talking of course the seperation came up. I told her we are going to split custody 50-50 and she asked who would be rotating homes, the kids or my...
- For the first time in as long as I can remember I havent cried today. Im now looking forward to moving out and having my own place to do what I want when I want. I just want to get away from her, and not have to see her everyday. Tomorrow I may feel...
- We just had our joint therapy session. I gotta say Im feeling ok about what went down. Weve agreed to seperate for now. Im thinking that it will lead to divorce and at this point im not even sure I would want to avoid that. Ive been thinking a lot...
- Today has been incerdibly tough. After the stunt she pulled last night I got almost no sleep, had to get up at 5 to go to work, got off at 11am and came home to babysit 6 kids (4 are mine). I really thought I was going to be able to hang on to the...
- I wake up every morning wishing I could hate her for making me feel this way, but I cant. All I feel is hurt, hurt and more hurt. Everything I hold dear is being torn apart and I cant handle it. Im tired of just walking through my day like a zombie...