Here's to hoping that He'll stay ASLEEP ALL DAY LONG !!!!!

At least while he's asleep I have a certain degree of " peace " here in my apartment. 

Any other time, as long as he's awake and talking then there's bound to be some sort of bullshit pouring out of his mouth at me ! 

He can't seem to control himself from doing this, and frankly never appears to even make an attempt at stopping himself ! 

Anytime when I've told him " point blank " how much his cold, and cruel, words hurt me to my very core, I always get the same reply. He'll always say, " I don't care ! " .... all the while he's giggling, and grinning like he thinks it's a huge joke ! 

Of course if I dare to tell him that I don't see what's so damn funny, then I end up being the bad guy as usual ! 

He ALWAYS turns things around back on me to make me feel like I'm the ONE in the wrong if I don't laugh at his cruelty ! 

HOW can he think that that is a " normal " reality ?!??!?! 

It's 10:43 AM right now... and I'm still HOPEFUL that he'll keep sleeping at least for another 2 or hopefully, 3 more hours ! 

I would LOVE to be able to sit back, and eat my lunch in peace - by myself.... with NOONE criticizing me, picking on me, insulting me, trying to control my every single damn move, and dictating what I do while I'm eating my lunch !!!!