Quiet Day so far... Hope it stays that way...

It's the Saturday before the 4th of July, so I'm hoping that my neighbors don't act up this weekend. It doesn't bother me - not really, but for him it's a HUGE deal ! In his little bubble of reality everything is supposed to be absolutely PERFECT one-hundred percent of the time ! I've tried many times to calmly reason with him about this, but he never truly listens to me. Anyone with any true common sense knows that LIFE is not always a " bed of roses ". That's simply NOT reality ! Plus, he always ignores the FACT that people are HUMAN ! Our neighbors here - at this apartment complex - will sometimes be loud, rude, and slightly obnoxious. That's people for you... plain and simple ! I've never been able to completely understand how he can expect ALL of the neighbors to ALWAYS be quiet ! That's so unrealistic, it's ridiculous ! 

It's the same sort of thing every single damn time he goes out for a " walk " ! 

Nearly every single time he finds something to complain about ! Someone " wronged him " in one way, or another ! THEY almost ran him over... THEY didn't yield the " right of way " to him, like they were " supposed to " - ( when in reality, chances are fairly good that he was the one that wasn't paying complete attention to where he was walking ) ! BUT.... Do I DARE say ANY of this to him ?!?!? 

OH HELL NO !!!!! .... I don't dare if I don't want to get physically hurt ! 

It's bad enough that " at the drop of a hat, literally "... whenever he's raging about something - no matter how small - that he'll threaten me with physical abuse ! Even AFTER I had a heart - to - heart talk about his threats, and his physical abuse, he STILL does this !!!!!.... Apparently my talk, and TEARS, meant NOTHING to him ! 

I suppose that shouldn't surprise me since anytime he flies into one of his raging fits, if he sees that I'm crying he'll yell, and threaten me even MORE until I stop crying ! 

RIGHT NOW.... He's been in the bedroom having an AFTERNOON NAP.... It's 5:29 PM... June 29 th.

He got up a few times to use the bathroom, and one of those times I gave him the package that came today - the one that I bought for HIM ! .... He said that he really likes it. I hope he truly does. Plus I hope that he appreciates the FACT that I didn't HAVE TO buy that for him - a WWE dvd - when it's NOT his birthday, and NOT Christmas ! 

He's got one more WWE dvd coming July 2nd - July 3rd. I hope that he TRULY appreciates, and LOVES, that one also ! 

WHY did I buy those 2 things for him ? Well..... ????

Maybe as a sort of " peace offering " - IN ADVANCE ???? .... To KEEP the peace, HOPEFULLY for an extended period of time for a change.... rather than the way it's been lately ! 

I've been getting VERY VERY sick and tired of going through his RAGES practically every other day lately !