longing

Well I made it through the surgery.  I probably worried more about it than I needed to.  I had a D& C, laproscopy and hysteroscopy on Thursday.  I am hoping that my long drawn out fourth...

Thanks for the messages DS friends.  I'm hanging in there.  I guess I will go through with the surgery with my current doctor.  She does seem to be washing her hands of me but I need to get this...

Well another disappointing visit to the clinic.  Sorry DS friends.  This will be another one of those venting journals.  Maybe someone can tell me how they coped with similar experiences.  Maybe...

Well I'm back ...we were at a lakeside cottage for about ten days.  No internet access there so I have a lot of catching up to do.  It was nice to just get away.  I spent a lot of time with my...

Life is sometimes too busy.  I haven't been able to write and check in on friends on this site for a week or so.  I'm on holidays finally.  I am tired, relieved and grateful.  In some ways I feel...

A nice family day today.  We went shopping and had ice cream.  When we got home Angela and I headed out to the garden.  I finally put up a little flower garden border fence and made  a little...

A bad couple of days.... my little girl awoke with quite a temperature yesterday.  I didn't think much of it at first but it persisted all day.  She didn't want to eat or drink anything.  She said...

Well I had to write about my appointment yesterday.It began with the ultrasound.  I had a rather chatty technician.  I've had her before.  She kindly let me see the screen and a picture of the...

Just having one of those blue days.  It just seems that this last miscarriage is dragging on (physically) forever.  I went and had my weekly blood test last Friday.  My HCG is still dropping very...

The naturopath has me on quite a regiment...morning and night I'm to massage my lower abdomen with castor oil (it is supposed to soften scar tissue if I have it around my uterus and ovaries)I'm on a...

My HCG level continues to drop allbeit slowly - it was 81 last Thursday.  I'll go in for another blood test tomorrow and have a follow up with my doctor next Wednesday.  I know I'm ovulating again...

I am hoping for the best. My blood tests from last Thursday satisfied my doctor. So now we repeat them next week and if it's dropped to zero, she have me wait for a "normal" period. The downside...

I thought I was feeling better, physically at least. Yesterday I went to the clinic as my second follow up to this last miscarriage. My bleeding is all but stopped so I was thrown off by the latest...

Just finished talking on the phone with a friend that lives in another city. With the roller coaster I've been on these last three months, I haven't been in touch with her. She asked and I told her...

Finally feeling a little less dark. Friday was rough with just too many people inadvertently asking me about children. E.g. "Do you only have one?" "I though you and Pat were going to alternate...