A nice family day today.  We went shopping and had ice cream.  When we got home Angela and I headed out to the garden.  I finally put up a little flower garden border fence and made  a little square.  So now Angela knows where she can play.  She used to dig everywhere.  She loves it....what kid doesn't love making mud pies?  My tomatoes and peppers look great and so does the squash.  Like some other friends here I have rodent problems... mine seems to be mainly chipmunks.  None of my pumpkin, watermelon or sunflowers came up.   I think it either the chipmonks or birds.  Actually the watermelon was up but today I discovered in "dug" up.  I have some chicks and hens from a friend to plant and left them outside on the patio on  a chair.  One was apparently some rodent's lunch ....it pretty chewed up.  I used to think the chipmunks were cute but now I think they're taking over.  I want a safe, environmentally friendly way to make them leave.   I've run water down their holes and tried plugging their holes to no avail.  No news on the health front.  I was surprised that they did not want to do an ultrasound after that last big bleed....my doctor will see me on July 19 but so far no ultrasound has been scheduled.  I guess I'm feeling ok but it would be reassuring to find out for sure that this whole ordeal is finally over.   I want my body to be healthy again... I want to be healthy again... AND I keep telling myself I have to be healthy for me, for my daughter and my DH.  Not because I want another baby.  I trying to get some perspective.