longing

So maybe it's just a moment of self doubt (which appears far too often for me) but I am wondering if I don't sort of self sabotage myself.  I was going to get as healthy as possible and make one...

I am still checking in regularly on the site to see how my friends are doing and scanning posts for any information that may help me in my journey. I am beginning to feel anxious.  If I try one...

So maybe it's just a moment of self doubt (which appears far too often for me) but I am wondering if I don't sort of self sabotage myself.  I was going to get as healthy as possible and make one...

I am still checking in regularly on the site to see how my friends are doing and scanning posts for any information that may help me in my journey. I am beginning to feel anxious.  If I try one...

Hello, ...and a happy new year to all my DS friends.  Thanks for hanging in there with me.  I do read regularly but unfortunately don't write very often.  I find I have to set limits on my...

O.k.  it's high time I wrote an update entry for my DS friends out there who have been so wonderful. Life is just busy.  I'm one of those people who can get consumed by their job.  It isn't...

Sometimes I drive myself crazy looking for signs or cause and effect relationships.We had been planning a family vacation for this coming March break.  Yesterday I found out that I had booked the...

Hello DS friends, I had a great week of vacation with my family.  Just going for walks, riding our bikes or beaching it.  My daughter loves the beach.....me too.  We had a couple days of fairly...

I am busy in my garden these days.....I can't keep up.  We have had a lot of rain so the the weeds are relentless.  Unfortunately the bottom of my tomatoes plants are starting to wither so it may...

Time and summer is flying by and I am feeling a failure...... I am not accomplishing any of my big items on my to do list.   My garden is over run with weeds, my basement cleanout barely started...

I am full of frustration again tonight.  I had a doctor's appointment back on April 28.  I called back around March 11 and dragon lady receptionist could only get me in the end of April?!!!  She...

I know my journals are few and far between .  Friends be assured that I do check in regularly to see how you are doing but don't always have time to post a journal. Well I'm playing the waiting...

Well I am going to ask for one more referral.....I'm trying to gather my courage up and hold my resolve.  I can only get in to see my regular doctor at the end of the month.  I've got some sort of...

I apologize in advance for this negative entry.  I'm in a pissy mood and I just have to work through it. Let's try to put this into perspective.  I've been covering for a colleague at work in...

Hello DS friendsI know monthly entries are a little pathetic but I'm still around.   As usual I'm wandering in the hinderland of indecision. .....  sometimes I think it's just time to move on and...