I thought I was feeling better, physically at least. Yesterday I went to the clinic as my second follow up to this last miscarriage. My bleeding is all but stopped so I was thrown off by the latest news. Apparently there is a piece of "tissue" still in my uterus. Considering the bleeding I've had for a month, I find it hard to believe. My beta? still needs to drop ... if it does by next week my doctor is willing to wait for a natural period. Otherwise we're back to a D& C. It just makes me feel like my body is such a failure....first I can't hold on to the pregnancy, then I have a missed miscarriage and now in the doctor's words I have "an unsuccessful miscarriage". I'm also feeling disappointed and frustrated because I'm apparently at a dead end... they have absolutely no clue why this keeps happening and no suggestions for next steps. Just "try again and see what happens". Right now I just want to take a vacation from all of this ....stop thinking about it.
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i am so sorry this is happening. i can identify with feeling that your body is just a big failure, especially when you thought you had a little closure. if i were you, i\'d be kind of pissed at the doctors too, here they told you it was better not to have a d&c and now a month later it\'s urgent. well, i guess they did the best they could, no one can know the future. message me if you want to talk, i know this must be so difficult to swallow.