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Status: Day 1 of focus on myself and my family and what a better way to do it than at the beach and soccer tournaments!!!

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Life longevity

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Is it common amongst you folk to believe that you'll have an early demise? It is with me. Like the best is yet to come but I won't be here for it. Which makes me feel guilty saying because the best is happening all over my life time, particularity...
Hi everyone

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im back after a long time, it's nice to see some familiar faces around here and hi to everyone who's came after I left. I'm struggling with life again which is what brings me here. I booked an appointment with my T but then remembered this place so...
Sister was found.

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She became stranded after losing her car and purse and was forced to call for help. All I know is my mom and sis husband went to pick her up 9 hours away. I have to force myself to step back now as before all this I had to walk away from them to...
Need prayers

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My sister has been missing going on 48 hours. The police pinged her phone 1200 miles from here and are working with the police there. She and I were estranged for 7 years until last week where she apologized and we made up. The conversation turned...
Memories and realizations

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It's funny how a child processes stuff and then you stuff it down and just accept it as the child's take on events. Even teenagers process stuff different than reality. I've allowed some memories to be reprocessed in the last couple months and am...
My sons were upset

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My oldest, who remembers the abuse his half brother did to him, has started piecing things together and asked if it happened to his brother too. I couldn't lie to him, as much as I want to protect him, and confirmed it as well as others. I was...
Radical acceptance

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yesterday I saw the counsellor and it hit me like a ton of bricks that I definitely am a victim of my family with a generational dysfunctional disorder. To keep my resolve about my decision to go no contact I've had to remind myself why often and...
Intuition/body responses

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I remember a discussion in school about whether the incident happens first or if the body responds first. I was confident there would be no reaction without an incident then and still feel that logically that is the only way that works up until...
OT-new year new me bullshit

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I lasted until 12:15 last night, just so I could say I'm not too old and couldn't make it to the new year. I went to bed feeling hopeful for the new year, a year to focus on the positive relationships I'm blessed with and let go with grace the ones...
Tiny meltdown, angry.

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I've mentioned that I left the family drama where it belongs and life has been a lot more peaceful. Hard decision but the proof that it's calmer now is what tells me I made the right decision. I got my first taste of what this is going to be like...
Made it...phew

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I think I made the day a good day for the kids, there were some lulls and I did have to nap away some anxiety but the kids had lots of smiles and voiced their appreciation of the gifts and food and drink. We were all in stitches laughing during a...
I'm just done

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I did a people cleanse this week. If they're crappy to me they're gone. My aunts and uncles and cousins who have been getting together without my family for too many years are gone. My siblings are gone. My mother is gone. I'm done caring about...
Sabotage time, let Xmas b.s. commence

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As the impending day approaches I've seemed to manage to get quite a few crap behaviours in, a couple this weekend alone. Yay me! Gag. It's bizarre watching myself make impulsive, emotional decisions and feeling very convinced in the moment but...
Finally validated, feels good and wrong

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I went back to see the counsellor after having my mom join me. She said she gets it, she understands why I struggle so much with my mom. She helped my mom see where I was coming from and by the sounds of it counselling is the only way I have a...
Scary place?

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This feels oddly familiar but I can't recall when I felt this way before. It might be back when I had decided to end my life. This calmness of not giving a shit about anything. Or rather avoiding giving a shit like the plague. I have no desire to...

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