i think i have a thing for cardboard boxes

not really much time to write tonight....gotta get to bed...spent a good deal of the night packing up my stuff in a ryan free house....after work i had gone to my parents house to get the boxes...got back to the apartment and started filling them...so here is my day in a nutshell 1) worked with molly and kathy..molly and i had a blast but we dont think kathy likes molly or pretty much any of the staff....she has something not so positive she has seen and commented on about each of the staff...except for me...she hasnt said anything bad about me i guess....or so ive been told by molly 2) molly andf i r going to seet his comic whos coming to the area together after my med class wednesday evening...i asked my parents if they wanted to meet there...they already had tickets so i was like i guess we might see u there then! 3) midnight shift called in tonight so a good part of the evening was spent trying to find someone to cover it....molly was ready to take one for the team and stay but luckily our other midnight staff called us back and agreed to do it  5) we r picking up the boys from program tmorrow and are taking them to see harry potter =) 4) i must say im not ecstatic when i get on the scale...but im happier at this weight....i dont think i  look to much different but i dont look dead anymore....and i dont feel dead anymore....i dont think im done with ED...dont think ill ever be....but i think im at the managable point....where i think ill stay...that point is the one where u still do not eat huge meals or fattening foods...but u do eat more...but safe foods....so i wont be downing hot fudge sundaes anytime soon but i am embracing my new weight ....that is i am not trying to starve myself to lose it....so im managing....and that for me is huge 5) we r picking up the boys from program tmorrow and are taking them to see harry potter =)molly seems to think lance is becoming a spoiled brat...but i cannot see it...prolly cuz im one who spoils him...when he came home today he was really hungry...he went right to the kitchen and stood there drooling (and no in this case im not using that as a figure of speech...he was making a puddle at his feet) so i gave him some licorice and a piece of bread to munch on....well i made corn muffins as part of dinner and well when i went into the living room for a moment cuz i was waiting for the pork chops to finish cooking, lance came out of the kitchen chewing something....knowing he had finished what i had given him i was like what did u get in to? we go in the kitchen and two of the corn muffins are gone and alot of the 2 are crumbled on the floor...the rest of the two were in lances mouth...lol molly didnt think it was too funny...she was annoyed...but i laughed...come on...it was funny   6) boxes boxes everywhere....over here and under there....damn....im getting that eerie feeling of deja vu..............weird huh?