carasmom
Status: I'm as good as I'm going to be. Life goes on... I carry what I have to. I'm not stronger or braver than anyone... I had no choice. I try to be more grateful than sad... sometimes... it works.
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so I missed posting yesterday... I spent the day kind of gearing myself up to get a shot in my eye... Then... I didn't have to have a shot... my eyes are a little bit better... so now its been a...
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Okay so today my goal was to find a goal. I can’t figure out exactly how I access the videos on Kerry Tepedino’s site to watch and perhaps glean something that will make me feel inspired. The...
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Weight Loss: What do you tell yourself about weight loss.The number one negative message I tell myself.I am scared to try because I am scared to fail yet again.Goal for today.Start working on...
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March 30 2013... "what do you do for me" Abotsd is such a good writer... I find her journals express thoughts so well... and open my mind... Now the thought her March 30,2013 journal awoke...
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They so need a blue face for sad... I'm not feeling awful... nor horrible... I guess I'm OK... but honestly... more sad than anything... like so many of us know... sad is just below the surface most...
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I wish I could find hope that it will be different... that I won't find the times when I struggle coming back and back again... but that's not my experience... they come back... things I said...
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So yesterday my stepsister posted a video of a town she/we lived in... I only for a few years... as children... And I shouldn't have... but I wrote my true feelings about our childhood... or some...
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After reading my friend saltwater's journal I felt moved to write the following. I had it on my heart to ask you all to pray for T'Ben. Thanking you in advance our angel moms. I am so grateful...
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I struggle and struggle with faith. I have as an adult had a number of very ugly unkind church experiences and I no longer go to church at all... Did you know that people in the church can be...
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Thursday was my birthday. I wasn't in a very good mood for it. My spirits were lifted considerably by the outpouring of happy birthday wishes here and on Facebook. I was kind of surprised and...
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Struggling a bit... As you know all too well the struggle is forever... I find myself amazed at how all the memories of life flood my mind and I'm still stunned that Cara is dead... How can it...
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It is 3:06am... I can't sleep... My mind is lost in trying to figure out how I am supposed to feel... I don't feel sad... I feel so many things... but uppermost is angry... I'm angry because it gets...
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I hope you never know why people saying we have to accept that some people just can't be helped hurts me to the core. A couple of years before Cara's death when I was trying to get help for her I...
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Todays not a great day... My mind is going down painful paths... I was wondering if any of you ever feel almost angry at your child... how could he or she have died... stupid thoughts.... ...
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Years ago shortly after we bought a property on Bayou Blue Road we got adopted, sort of, by a gray and white cat. I named him Prince... He was a fine looking cat and I wanted to restore some of...
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