Thursday

So I had a day off today and spent the day cooking and shopping...have just sat down to do list my gratefuls...so here we go...
1. I am grateful for our free society...just watching all the news stories and realising just how lucky I am!
2. I am grateful for my thermomix...my husband bought it for me and it just makes life sooo much easier. Sadly, we bought it with the idea of it making baby food really easy to make at home-however, we haven't needed it for that yet.
3. I am grateful for my resilience in the face of adversity. 
Ok only a short one tonight...am very edgy as I am sure that I am going to get my period on Sunday...which is when we are hosting the in-laws for MIL's 60th....I don't know if I am going to be able to plaster a smile on my face and not go to tears. I know that I am going to get my period as all of the HCG symptoms have stopped..which really sucks. I so desperately wanted it again this month (don't we all?) and once again it will be a negative. Ugh I do think that I am going to take a break for a month...I am not sure whether that means I will continue writing on here or not....still trying to decide if it is healthy. Hmm, not quite sure what to think right now.