So just about to get injected with some nice radiation and then off to surgery. Yup terrified. Have totally forgotten about fertility stuff. Ugh I kinda feel like that's a good thing. Silver linings and all that
I have been following all of your posts, but haven\'t had a chance to respond until now. I can\'t even believe you are having to go through all of this. After my failed cycle in December I told God that if I\'m going through all of this infertility hell he better not fucking give me cancer! And then I woke up to reality and realized that life is unfair and I believe we are dealt our hand way before any of it actually happens. The good news is that they are fairly easy to remove. I am praying for you that it is contained to just that area. I hope it all went smoothly for you. Also, your previous post about your husband....I agree with blbnjf. We never know what we are signing up for and I bet you are feeling more guilty than you should. I can completely relate though because when I see DH holding someone else\'s child I feel so sad that I haven\'t been able to give him one of his own. Although, it takes two doesn\'t it? I pray that your surgery went well and that this nightmare will soon be a distant memory for you so that you can focus on your transfer. xoxo
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Thinking of you! Hope it goes smoothly!
I have been following all of your posts, but haven\'t had a chance to respond until now. I can\'t even believe you are having to go through all of this. After my failed cycle in December I told God that if I\'m going through all of this infertility hell he better not fucking give me cancer! And then I woke up to reality and realized that life is unfair and I believe we are dealt our hand way before any of it actually happens. The good news is that they are fairly easy to remove. I am praying for you that it is contained to just that area. I hope it all went smoothly for you. Also, your previous post about your husband....I agree with blbnjf. We never know what we are signing up for and I bet you are feeling more guilty than you should. I can completely relate though because when I see DH holding someone else\'s child I feel so sad that I haven\'t been able to give him one of his own. Although, it takes two doesn\'t it? I pray that your surgery went well and that this nightmare will soon be a distant memory for you so that you can focus on your transfer. xoxo