No Symptoms..no joy

Just putting it out there as bluntly as I can. I don't have a single pregnancy symptom. Zip..none. I know that it hasn't worked this round and I simply feel nothing. Granted, we are going through some pretty life changing stuff right now and I had a breakdown last night..but I was kinda hoping that I would get my exact wish...as in no cancer and a positive pregnancy result. I am being selfish and asking too much I guess.
Sorry, it sounds bleak...and ti is...I am just trying to be realistic. I know my body and I know that this cycle wasn't meant to be. If that is the case, then maybe there is a reason for it. Maybe thats how I have to look at it.