Exhausted and just ...had it.

Beta day tomorrow, turns out the cancer tests might also be back tomorrow and now I also have sick baby which means I have had no sleep. I have just had enough right now. I think I am breaking point..not sure how much more stress I can handle.
I don't care about the beta, I know its negative. I just want to able to say that I am going to be around in the next five years...I just hope that by the end of tomorrow I can say that.