Weakminded

“If you live long enough, you'll make mistakes. But if you learn from them, you'll be a better person. It's how you handle adversity, not how it affects you. The main thing is never quit, never...

Being single doesn't make me undesirable. Being childless doesn't make me less than a woman. Being single and childless doesn't have to mean anything more than that...I am single and childless. Oh...

I am just realizing it was a got damn miracle the relationship went on as long as it did. 8 years and no proposal. 8 years and there was not one time, not one time in those 8 years we were able to...

Friends,I was thinking about buying a flight to see my ex next month. I wouldn't tell him in advance that I was flying there. It would be more of a gamble. My plan is to fly out, ask him to meet me...

I hate not being able to say I love you to my ex.He never told me I couldn't say it, but I know how he would react if I did. (1) He wouldn't believe me.(2) He may think I am trying to manipulate...

I am glad that my ex forgives me enough and loves me enough to continue our communication. He says the conversations are very healing for him. That is really all I can really hope for. I don't have...

When I first joined Cheaters Anonymous, I thought people were crazy for still having thoughts of their AP/OM/OW. Now I totally get the feeling. Even after all this pain, I can't get him out of my...

The guy I cheated with continues to cause me pain in my life. All I want is for him to answer a few questions. He called me Wednesday but haven't called me since. He texted me today saying he is back...

I will make this my last entry for awhile. Today it hit me like a ton of bricks that it's really over. 7.75 years (yes I just said it like that; I'm an engineer) went down the drain just like that....

Down day. I didn't hear from him. Not a text or a call. He was a Christian, so I thought sending him a Scripture on healing would cheer him up. I guess not. Meanwhile, as if this isn't enough to get...

My how the time flies by. Today there were more ups than downs. This morning my ex sent a Scripture to my text message. I was just happy to get anything from him. So I texted him back a quote. He...

The tears haven't stopped. Every time I see something relating to weddings or honeymoons, I think about just how close I was to spending my life with the greatest man on Earth . But I have to find a...

Today has been up and down. Sometimes I feel free, but sometimes I feel bad because I am quickly getting over the pain while my ex is probably drowning in tears. I really don't know if it were the...

Well, that was horrible. I wish I could have quieted my conscience and kept my big mouth shut. I want to say this was all for the best, that there is a reason things happen. It hurts to read the...