Random Babble

Being single doesn't make me undesirable.
Being childless doesn't make me less than a woman.
Being single and childless doesn't have to mean anything more than that...I am single and childless.
Oh well. But how about those things I am not? I am not homeless. I am not jobless. I am not ill. I have family. I have other people who care. I have my health. Sure all of these things can't cuddle me at night, but I can't help that. And I choose to be content with the fact that I can't make someone fall in love with me. But I can fall in love with myself. And I can't wait to get to that point because never from the day I was born have I ever loved myself.
How cold am I to reject myself?
What a shame....what an injustice to hate myself!
For many years men have loved me even if not enough to want to be with me forever. But damn it. It is time for me to love me. It is time for me to want to be with me forever.